I Miss You Hope

You know how hard it is to relive all your darkest memories just because your dumb brain's bored. When Hope, my best friend was murdered in cold blood, just because some lady was bored! That sick bitch! She made me watch my best friend that I promised to keep safe died slowly before my fucking god damn eyes! It's not far! It's not fucking fair! But the worst better it I pity the fool. How much hate must have been in you're heart to kill a little girl, while her best friend watches, on Halloween night. The night we had been looking forward to for months. And you ripped it from her cold little hands. With no one in reach to help the poor girl, no one to cover my eyes. And now every time I get bored my mind drifts to her, to her death. The needle that ripped thru her throat. The way she screamed. The way blood dripped off her lips. The way she help onto my shirt coughing. The way her blood cover my shirt! The way her blood smelt! A seven year old should never have to  lose there best friend! Let alone watch them died! It's not fair! It's not fair! It's... not fair... I want her back...